[tmtranscripts] Center for Christ Consciousness -- Michael and Nebadonia, Dec. 15, 2003

[Donna D'Ingillo]

CENTER FOR CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS
LARKSPUR, CA
www.ctrforchristcon.org


MICHAEL & NEBADONIA – DECEMBER 15, 2003
                   
Prayer: Mother and Father, as we draw into the season of celebrating the birth of our Father incarnated as a human, we ask to be drawn into the Light of Truth that is being poured over Urantia.  We invite this Light of Truth deep into our bodies shining on us and blazing in our hearts a passion to be one with our Divine Source, to be set on fire with your love, Father, and to be infused by your Spirit, Mother, to carry to our brothers and sisters unreservedly and unhesitatingly in accordance with your will.  Amen. 
 
My light is upon you now, my children.  This is Michael, and I am your Father.  Think not of me only as your father, but as the light of the world.  What does this phrase connote in your mind?  Is it warmth?  Is it heat?  Is it radiance?  Is it illumination?  Let this phrase settle on you, take this inside where you feel me coursing in your being.  I am your light.  Feel me, children.  (Pause)
 
In the center of your circle is an energy field.  Imagine that your planet is in the center of this energy field and that your thought streams from your heart center are intertwined around this globe.  As you sense this connection between you and the planet I ask you to open your understanding of the fragility of your brothers and sisters.  I am here to soften your experience of the tenderness and youth of your brothers and sisters in spirit.  If you are so willing, you may sense some of the dark places on the planet and some of the rawness of emotion of fear, of hunger, of true spiritual want.  But fear not in sensing this for I am with you, and I will move through you to uplift this world to the light.  Call on your Mother now and ask Her to breathe our love through you and lift this world up into the light of salvation. (Pause)
 
Now I ask you all as a collective group to envision the center of your earth.  There is a deep circular dark mass in the center of the earth; it is the core—the pulsating center of life.  As you envision this, ask your Mother to open a channel where this world will receive the truth of its creation as being a part of my universe and a part of me.  What I am asking you to do, children, is to plant the awareness of my sovereignty of this planet into the very core.  Your Mother will harmonize your intentions and weave them into the world.  (Pause)
 
Ask for this energy idea to move, to break through the years, the millennia, of ideological misrepresentation of the Father and the Mother of this world.  Ask that this foundation we are making in spirit now move up into the thought streams of your brothers and sisters of all of the races and all of the traditions in bringing new truth into their lives.  (Pause)  
 
As you envision this core, ask for the Light of Truth now stream through these rivulets that connect all of your brothers and sisters.  Ask for this light to penetrate the cultural, philosophical, and theological conditions of this planet, feeding my children with the truth, connecting them with the light that is their salvation.  (Pause)
 
When you engage in an exercise like this, focus on your feeling of compassionate understanding for those who have not yet felt the Light of Truth touch their souls.  You know how great is this need in your brothers and sisters.  You know how much they lack, and I ask you to consider that the enormity of correction is not so arduous or tumultuous as it is a gentle absorption of a higher vibratory essence that will now stream into their awareness.  You are holding the intention for this gentle stream to flow into them.  It is vital now that all of my children be connected to me in this underlying foundation that has separated my children from me.  Let the distortion be washed away in the river of my love, in the sea of my light, in the ocean of my mercy.  This is what I ask of you, my children, that your thoughts of healing hold the intention for this to continue to be built on Urantia.  (Pause)
 
There are many teachers of new truth on the planet now.  There are many new ideas for your brethren to consider about the nature of our Father in Paradise and the universe that we all inhabit and enjoy.  But this underlying foundation of error that has long persisted on this world needs the cleansing and rebuilding in my truth.  It is you, among others, who are bringing in this foundation of light and establishing my sovereignty at the core of Urantia.  We will be engaging in this activity in the coming weeks.  I ask you to hold this exercise in your stillness practice for as long as you can to bolster your own habits of healing and to earn you that discipline of directing your thoughts in such a highly concentrated and visible activity. 
 
As I take my leave of you this evening, thanking you for your participation and efforts, I leave you to your Mother who will entertain your questions and offer Her words of love and devotion to you.  Think of my light this week.  Think of my light blazing upon your soul bringing into the core of your being and letting yourself be filled with the luminosity that is greater than a thousand suns.  Good evening, my children.
 
Good evening, my beloveds.  This is Nebadonia who speaks.  Whether you are actively aware of what you have allowed to transpire in your minds, this level of planetary healing is what comprises the core of the Correcting Time.  The shift that is now occurring on Urantia moves slowly and gently, but yet it is detectible in those souls who have the vibrancy to hear the spirit as it moves the planet back into the circuits of our universe; there is a tone, there is a resonance for those who have the ear to hear.  
 
Your participation is doubly sweet for you are making faith steps in your own inner development now as we lead you into this realm of correction and re-establishment in the circuits of life.  So you might well ask: “Well, what need do you have of us?  We are only human, and you have all of the power and means to conduct this healing.” But I say to you, this is your world and you are learning to use your mind in a better way; in the way it was designed to be used as a focused tool to accomplish certain tasks so that it can be infused with my presence when it is aligned in the Father’s will.
 
I encourage you to consider your role tonight as we continue this planetary resurrection into the higher spiritual domain:  What can I do?  What impact can one small human make in the collection reclamation of Michael’s world to the universe?  I say to you, you do have an impact.  It is not what you might consider to be a numbers game.  It is an energetic endowment of the power in your mind, in the courage of your conviction, in the purity of your faith that makes the difference.    When you come together in groups like this, it is magnified and heightened, and those who are of a more powerful energy in spirit add their efforts to yours, and great things occur.
 
So I ask you to consider this more fully this evening.  Go within now and ask your Father Fragment to impress within your mind the deeper ramification of these words to blend them into your soul.  I will breathe my Spirit to magnify this in you.  (Pause)
 
My children, the healing of this world must proceed and the pace is quickening.  Your efforts are important and valued.  Stay strong.  Stay focused.  Stay courageous.  Let not the doubts in your heart deter you from your desire to see this world healed.  Look not to the outward conditions of what is occurring on your world as the barometer of the internal changes.  See and seek the unification of Spirit within that is happening.  See and seek the glorification of the Father’s will that is unfolding.  See and seek the reclamation of the souls of this world to the Fatherhood of God and the brotherhood of humanity.  When you are ready, I will address your questions.
 
Student:  Mother, I would like to talk about those moments that seem to occur every now and then in all of us when those inner fears and doubts of the external world seem to dash upon the rocks of our hopes and dreams.  How can we better deal with these moments; they seem quite overwhelming at times.  
 
Nebadonia:  There are many sayings in certain religious traditions of this world that acknowledge the eradication of your own desires, hopes, and dreams.  And for the most part I would recommend to you from the human perspective that it is these ideas that you hold for yourself as your long-cherished dreams that create the most difficulty in human thinking.  They become such an integrated part of your self-identity that you can hardly conceive of your life without them.  Yet I say to you they are self-limiting and even self-restricting to a great degree. 
 
So when they are, as you say, dashed upon the rocks and hope is lost, what you are feeling and experiencing is the extraction of these dreams from your identity because they have been so long held within you.  There is a sadness and fear and resistance in letting them go, so you struggle to retain them because you know not what else is possible or achievable.  
 
It is not easy for you to empty yourself of these ideas of expectations or dreams or desires.  There are many schools of thought that say that it is good to empty yourself of them; to seek that essential void where there is no desire, no human will or human want.  And many who achieve this do so because they have forsaken the world and have retreated to a place where they can be alone with their thoughts and unencumbered by the pressures of daily living.  But you who are in the thick of the battle for primacy of the spirit over the self have a much harder struggle; would you not agree?  (Yes)
 
So we have come to assist you by making available to you many teachers and other celestial assistance to uproot these ideas within you, but more gradually and subtly and with a greater buoyancy of our love for you to support you through this transition.  What then becomes the highest path of allowing this to occur is by coming into your Father and asking for His ideas for you to become so highly embellished in your mind that you would willingly, readily accede to having His desires for your life take precedence over your own.  You will not always know what that is.  It is not an intellectualization of your Father’s desires for you.  It is an internal experiencing of daily living, asking for one foot to be placed firmly in front of the other.  It is a moment-by-moment faith walk.
 
You, as humans who have been conditioned to project into the future or to regress into the past have not yet developed this anchoring of eternity within you that comes from your Divine Source.  It is this alignment with your Father Fragment.  So you will find yourself being returned to this place of struggle time and time again, feeling your hopes and dreams dashed.  It is not easy to remember to be still in the midst of your daily life, and yet this is precisely what mastery of this world entails.
 
As your Father has revealed His human life to you fully, spend time with Him as Jesus of Nazareth—this accessible, exquisite human dimension and ask Him to guide you each moment.  This will take your focus off of your problems for you will gain greater awareness of His ever-abiding presence in your life that gives you this human fortitude, this human courage, this human patience.  It will give you a greater sense of self-accomplishment.
 
Your teachers have given you many, many lessons of instruction of living in the moment and stilling your mind in the midst of struggle, asking for help you need and deserve and have access to.  So, my son, I encourage you to let these words now become a living endowment within you to keep one foot firmly in front of the other, and not seeing the problem as a problem; recognizing that a problem exists and simply asking for the help you need. 
 
Think not that the immaturity of your mind would render you less available to our help simply because you must ask time and time again.  It does not matter.  Would you ever become tired of your children coming to you for love or help if they truly needed it?  

Student:  No, I can’t.
 
Nebadonia:  And would it not make you feel so worthwhile and valuable to know that you could help them and to bolster their own sense of self-confidence and self-identity when you were allowed the opportunity to comfort them, assist them, and guide them?  Would you not enjoy that immensely?
 
Student:  When those moments come it gives me great pleasure.  They don’t come as often as I would like.
 
Nebadonia:  As you have seen, it is enjoyable in human experience, so can you imagine the delight your Father and I take when you come to us in these moments of your neediness?  It does not matter if it is one or one hundred or one thousand times a day, whatever you need, we will help you overcome, surmount, triumph.  Do you have any further comments on this question?
 
Student:  Mother Nebadonia, I would just like to say that I will take these words you have spoken and hold them close to my heart forever.  Thank you.  
 
Nebadonia:  R, my son, as I weave myself into you, feel this presence—this access you have to the eternity moment deep inside your being.  Look not to the past or future any longer.  Stay here now with me, with your Father.  This is the only reality that has any value.  You cannot project your growth into the future.  You cannot base your future prospects on your past if anything of the past was regrettable or harmful to you in any way.  Stay in us now.  Let this be seeded deeply within all of you.  You will see your expectations, dreams and desires become increasingly less important as the Father’s will grows and lays a new foundation in you.  Let this be seeded in you.  (Pause)
 
Student:  Thank you, Mother, for your answers.  You answered most of my questions about what am I doing here, what can I do when I’m here or back outside in the world.  You just answered the question, thank you.
 
Nebadonia:  Let this answer soak deep, deep within you, settling within your mind a path of living at its very foundation the essence—the kernel—of faith.  You are all here because you wish to walk in faith and in a new reality and new expression of our Creator’s love on this planet. This is a faith walk.  It is living in us one moment at a time. Stay in this moment until I am ready to depart from you in the manner.  (Pause)
 
There is only one reality.  That is our presence within you.  As you manifest me out into the world, it is this timeless, spaceless element-commodity of Spirit that you are birthing.  Each moment of your life builds upon this as we grow the collective God-head in what you have come to know as the material time-space continuum.  Perfection is being birthed through your efforts of staying in us in this eternity moment.  Think of this, my children:  “Perfection is being birthed in me in this eternity moment.”  (Pause)
 
This is your true reality, your inner core nature.  Tap into this now and claim this deep within you even though you may not fully understand.  Tell your body and mind that this is what you wish to experience, and you will settle for nothing less than being one with us—your Source, your parents who love you eternally, infinitely for you are in us and we are in you.  And we are one.  Good evening, my beloved children.
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