[tmtranscripts] Center for Christ Consciousness -- Michael, January 19, 2004

[Donna D'Ingillo]

CENTER FOR CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS
LARKSPUR, CA
www.ctrforchristcon.org


MICHAEL– JANUARY 19, 2004
                   
Prayer: Mother and Father, we await your presence among us this evening.  Our minds are still; our hearts are open. Pour the awareness of yourselves into us. We give our minds to you for your use, for your will to be done. We are grateful for this opportunity to gather together to be with you in making ourselves available for healing and service.   Amen.   
 
My peace is upon you.  Greetings to one and all.  This is Michael.  Feel my peace descend into your body.  Feel the very essence of my being resonating in you.  The power of my personality is accessible to you.  Feel me, my children.  Feel me in you.  (Pause)  The quality of perceiving my personality presence is largely dependent upon your recognition of the faith lures within you to doing our Father’s will.  The timidity in the human heart serves as a mask to conceal the true strength of your own faith.  And I say to you would it not behoove you to outgrow this timidity within yourself to perceive more of my strength and power?  And yet, my children, you only have to ask.  
 
Find that feeling of weakness, timidity, within you.  You are the only one who will sense this.  Your brothers and sisters do not and will not see this in you.  Find this now; let yourself experience this.  Be not afraid of your own human frailties but let yourself experience them.  I will then strengthen you with my Spirit.  (Pause)
 
As you perceive these feelings of weakness, ask your Mothers to parts the ways of these feelings within you.  Invite me to step into the core of these feelings and uplift you into my power.  (Pause)  
 
Have I not said that I will accompany always through your walk through life?  All of your fears and very human frailties are insignificant to me for they are the merest fleeting shadows of a form of existence that has yet to be uplifted by my Spirit to the reality of manifesting the Father’s plans here on this physical terrain.
 
Recall the healing exercises that your Mother and I have been leading you into.  This time of going into the core of the earth and asking for my presence to be firmly implanted is just as significant for you on a personal basis as it is for that of planetary healing.  My sovereignty is to be established in the hearts and minds of all men and women on this world just as it must be imprinted upon the core of the planet.
 
When you come into me and invite my personality power into you, you are effectively establishing me in your core.  And so would you not wish to be free from your fears and doubts by having me moved directly into the center of them, and to feel my Spirit move you into another dimensional aspect of truth and goodness?
 
Find your core; find your desire for me to be implanted in the very innermost depths of your being.  Even if you do not yet sense where it is through your feeling or knowledge centers, it is enough for me to enter just by your sheer willingness for it to be so.  Be in your desire for me to be more deeply imprinted into your core, and your Mother and I will add something into you.  (Pause)
 
Now, I ask you for love and desire for truth to prevail upon this planet.  I ask you to deepen your desire for this to occur.  Feel the need for this.  Feel the desire of my children who yearn for the truth.  Sense the cries of desperation in the outstretched arms seeking for spiritual sustenance and know that my love is there to connect with each individual who cries for this.  Go into the need, the simple heartfelt human need for my truth and ask for me to be implanted in the hearts of those who yearn for this.  (Pause)
 
There is a desperation in the minds and hearts of so many billions of my children of this world.  These desperately lost souls have no knowledge of my love for them.  They are literally, as you would say, in spiritual darkness.  As you sense this desperation, be not afraid to tap into the intensity of the feeling; let it swell within you.  When you have had your limit, call me into its core as your Mother and I continue to reveal our love into these prevailing thought energies that have long plagued this world.  (Pause)
 
Rise up, my children, rise up!  Your Creator Father is here among you, and I restore you to that relationship you have with your personality potential – that is the divine dignity of being my child.  My children, as you sense this desperation energy begin to dissipate, know that you have my power personality behind you when you call on me to enter into these dominating rigid prevailing thought energies of this world.  Think not that the immensity of these thought energies as too over-consuming for you to handle.  All you are doing is allowing me to enter into it and it is my power that overshadows all evil; it brings my mercy into these patterns. 
 
Freeing my children from these spiritually resistant thought patterns will give you a sense of accomplishment and satisfy your cravings for service.  Use the power in your mind, my children!  You have a great force within you.  Tame it.  Train it.  And use it by becoming this vehicle for my power and personality to course through it.  Let your Mother now weave these thought ideas deeply into your being, settling into your cells, becoming a very intrinsic living part of your power personality.  (Pause)
 
I will address your questions and comments on your experience this evening when you are moved to speak.
 
Student:  Father, I have been grappling off and on with forgiveness of the vestiges of my animal nature, fear and anxiety.  And I’ve mastered a lot of it over the years with your help, so I thank you and ask for these adjustments to continue.  And it’s always nice to hear directly that I can draw upon your personality power even more.  So thank you for your continued work in me.
 
Michael:  My daughter it pleases me much to do, as you say, my work in you.  But my presence in you is always available.  My question to you is: how much time do you wish to devote in spending your awareness by coming to me and receiving me and sensing me and learning of me and learning my ways?  This is the question to ask yourself.  And to ask for opportunities to be presented to you that will both give you the time quality you need to spend time with me and the service opportunities you require to produce the fruits of the spirit in your actions.  Only you can answer this question.  
 
Student: Inaudible comment
 
Michael:  But be well satisfied with your intentions and your motivations for they are good and you are striving.  That is all we ask of you, my child, is to continue to strive even though you do sometimes, as you say, beat yourself up a bit.  Let go of your judgment, only seek that relationship and that qualitative response you receive in your soul that has kept you on this path for so long.  
 
Student:  Thank you.
 
Michael:  And be in my peace, my daughter.
 
Student:  I love it there!
 
Student:  Michael, I would just like to say that I am honored to be able to do this level of healing with you.  This is a great privilege to be a part of this healing and correcting.  I feel that there is still a bit of fear and timidity in me, it hasn’t all been removed even now when I try to speak to you.  But I will say this: sometime ago you spoke of this planet as the jewel of Nebadon.  To me, this planet is just one facet of the jewel of Nebadon.  You are the jewel of Nebadon to me.  And I thank the Father for you are the greatest gift He has given to me.  I just wanted to express this to you.  Thank you.  
 
Michael:  And I receive your embrace, my son.  We share this bond of love together now.  (Pause)
 
Student:  My Father, I would just like to thank you for your continued encouragement and love and support.  I’ve learned a lot of things here about love and life and I appreciate that, thank you.  
 
Michael:  C, my son, as you continue this journey, always seek that kernel of truth through all of the discomfort and struggles that you face.  There will always be opportunities for growth presented to you on the long road to the eternity destination, and how you are training your mind now is paramount so that your journey will be faith-inspired and no longer fear-dominated.  No matter how difficult your circumstances and the conditions in your life may be, look for the kernel of truth.  Ask me to help you find this and know that there is always something of great value to be gained no matter where you are or no matter how uncomfortable the circumstances may seem to be.  Let these words I speak to you go deep within and inspire you with hope, courage, and fortitude to continue this journey.  (Pause)
 
Student:  Michael, I have another question, if I may.  How would I go about presenting you and Mother to my friends and family and others so they can understand who you are and who Mother is, and your love for this world and for them personally?
 
Michael:  Are you gaining greater recognition of my presence within you, my son?  (Yes, I am.)  And I know you would like more of this, would you not?  (Yes, I would.)  So when you are spending time with me throughout the day, ask for my presence to become so enlarged within you that the outpouring of my love for you will naturally flow into all of those around you.  You will not need words to tell them who I am, you will indeed be showing them who I am.  There is more embellishment upon this as part of your instruction.  But for tonight this is all I suggest to you.  First, become so infused with my presence that your very outward gesture is a revelation of my love.  And then you will receive further instruction.  Do you understand this?
 
Student:  Yes, Father, I do.  Thank you.  
 
Michael:  Receive my blessing upon you now, and know even more deeply in your soul of my love for you.
 
Student:  Michael, I wish to be freed or released from this program of having to work so hard to earn a living.  It is deeply entrenched within my psyche, this sense of duty and need to make the extra dollar.  There are times, like today for example, where I would have rather spent the day praying, meditating and writing, instead because of this need to earn a living and my sense of duty to the people I work for, I override that desire.  This is where that sense of fear really plays a role.  It’s been hard for me to overcome.  I need a deepening of faith to have this program released from me.
 
Michael:  D, my son, your sense of duty runs deep within you and that is indeed a quality to be admired.  Loyalty to one’s responsibilities in life is noble and good.  And yet there is this adherence to certain ideas that has impacted this pattern within you, and now you wish to have it replaced with the higher spiritual law-reality.  Go into the fear, be strong.  Let yourself perceive this deeply, and invite me into that place where you are weak and afraid.  I will lead you out and help you develop a new reality for yourself.  (Pause) 
 
You must choose in your mind now which reality you wish to live in:  that of your world and cultural ideas about earning a living, or the ideas that I wish to instruct you.  Think about this.  Feel where you have your fear about learning my ways.  Then invite me into that place of fear and to show you something different to replace it. (Pause)
 
Student:  All I know is my desire to live in your truth – the only truth.
 
Michael:  Stay in this desire as your Mother and I stir within you.  (Pause)
 
Student:  Michael, I wanted to thank you for your love and guidance and the tremendous sense of peace you have given me.  I ask that you help me to continue to change my life and get rid of my old habits and to be with me when fears arise.  You have been such a blessing in my life by giving me such peace and changing my fears into something productive.  I ask that you continue to help me. I feel very grateful and blessed to be in your presence and Mother Nebadonia’s presence.
 
Michael:  As you perceive me more, my daughter, you will increasingly be assured that this request you make of me is already given.  I will never leave you.  It just doesn’t work that way!  What you will increasingly find within yourself is the enhanced desire to be with me.  That will immediately create that relationship-response that brings my love into your awareness, into your being, and into your body.  The pivotal aspect of your comment to me comes in the form of your continued desire to be in this communion state of the stilled mind of being with me each day in a quiet place where you have no distractions to disturb this sharing of ourselves with one another.  In so doing this will you increasingly be assured that all I have to give to you is ever present within you. 
 
You will receive and you will grow, and become filled with even more love and truth and goodness than you have already experienced.  And you can never have too much; there is always room for you to grow into more.  As I have said to you and this group many times over:  How much truth do you wish to ingest?  How beautiful do you wish to become?  Your beauty is growing every day, my daughter.  Let this beauty resonate within you and pour out of your being with the luminous radiance that you receive in recognizing your status as my child.  
 
Student:  Your response is overwhelming and a great blessing.  It’s everything I had hoped for, Michael.  Thank you for your love. I love you and Mother.
 
Michael:  Receive our blessing, my daughter.  (Pause)
 
Student:  Michael, I’d like to thank you and Mother for the encouragement to go into what is, on the surface painful, but then once you get inside it, it’s so liberating!  I recently achieved a kind of understanding that I seemed to go through much of my life – what I felt in the inside was a kind of shyness and timidity which was to others arrogance, a standoffishness and a self-sufficiency that I didn’t need their society.  When often started as a real search for truth and sharing of truth ended up being in a terrible didactic  preachy kind of insistence that this absolutely have to be the truth.  It cost me some dear friendships.  There was something in our Urantia Book about your life and it talked about a wonderful living balance between timidity and over-bearingness, between shyness and arrogance.  And I hope this is the correct interpretation of that understanding.  There seems to be devoutly to be wished – this living balance.
 
Michael:  My son, the balance comes in the practice of stillness as your stabilization in my reality grows within you.  That which is of timidity may indeed present itself in outward fashion as arrogance, and the blending of these two does not always produce a balanced personality.  But it is the spiritizing of these two that yields the fruit of charm.  This is what I suggest to you, is to fill yourself with me so immersed in my stabilization that you naturally live in this state of balance at all times.
 
This beginning exercise this evening was to help you understand how to overcome these frailties within you, each and every one.  You draw your power through me.  I am your living truth.  I am your spiritual sustenance, your bread of life.  So know thateach and every perceived idiosyncrasy on your part is transcendable through my presence in you.  You will know that reality of it and live in it.
 
As you are gaining a greater appreciation of this mastery of yourself, call on my experience as your human brother Jesus to increasingly guide and inspire you in all the ways of human life, adding my human experience to your knowledge base.  You will find an enhancement and broadening of your own knowledge that will be a living part of your soul.  Be in my peace, my son. 
 
We have walked together you and I this evening on an intimate path, and you are gaining greater assurance within your own mind of my presence and my personality.  Feed on me more each day.  Notice when your thoughts delve into the negative, and call upon me to settle within your mind a new reality, a new thought to consider.  Feed your mind with my food.  You will find it to be so satisfying and so invigorating that it will take you out of yourself and give you a much more enjoyable moment of your day. 
 
We have encouraged you to spend time in the healing of your planet through these prayerful exercises, and we have asked you to consider sharing more of your day with us.  I leave you with these two ideas to become encircuited even deeper in your mind by your Mother’s presence.  Know that you are growing in us, and this is all we ask of you, my children.  Continue in your striving, and know that your growth is good and beautiful.  Good evening, my beloved children.  
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