[tmtranscripts] Center for Christ Consciousness -- Monjoronson, March 15, 2004

[Donna D'Ingillo]

CENTER FOR CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS
LARKSPUR, CA
www.ctrforchristcon.org


MONJORONSON – MARCH 15, 2004
 
NOTE:  Monjoronson addressed the group this evening.  He is a highly placed divine being, who will incarnate here as a human being at some future time.  In presenting this lesson this evening, he was preparing the group members and anyone who reads this information for his coming mission, which will greatly spiritually uplift our world.  He is acquainting people with his energy presence so when he walks here on earth, people will recognize him. 
 
Prayer:  Mother and Father, teach us the ways of your forgiveness.  Open our hearts as we offer all of our resentments, judgments, and defenses up to you.  We ask that you fill our minds with a greater substance of security and understanding and compassion.  Let us take on the quality of forgiveness so that the love that flows from you into our being has a clear channel to flow into all of our brothers and sisters that we contact in our daily lives. We pray this as the sincere desire of our heart.  Amen.
 
Peace be upon you, my children.  This is Monjoronson who speaks to you now.  Your Mother and Father have been guiding you through the realm of merciful compassion as an attitude of the heart to bear towards all of the peoples of Urantia.  This quality of understanding is the foundation upon which I lay my magisterial mission to this world.  Prior to my coming in the fullness of your vision, will there need to be this fabric of understanding among the peoples of this earth.  This will not come without a price.  What price are you willing to pay to become the living embodiment of compassionate understanding each day as you walk your life?  This is no small price, for you will be asked to look very deeply into your own heart and to allow all of the resentments and judgments that you have made and continue to make to be as if they were nothing to you.  
 
You must ask yourself this question:  Am I willing to let go of all of my resentments and judgments?  Allow your indwelling Father Fragments to guide you into a broader picturization of why this is so spiritually significant at this juncture.  What have resentments and judgments done to this planet?  How has that poisoned fraternal relations between individuals and racial and cultural groups?  How much of the negativity of resentments and judgments is still harbored within your being? 
 
I ask you to open yourselves up and to see this with the honest inquiry of your faith eyes that understands why these spirit poisons are still within your being.  Have no fear.  Your Mother and Father are at hand to assist you.  And your Father Fragment will guide you into the greater understanding of that quality of divine love that will make it seem more desirable to allow these resentments and judgments to leave you.  Spend a few moments, open your hearts and look squarely in the eyes of the judgments.  (Pause)
 
So, my children, in looking at this, are you now desirous of allowing these to be rectified in your mind, and corrected and redeemed in your heart?  Invite your Mother and Father into your being and ask them to forgive all of the resentments and judgments that have long developed and festered within your being.  (Pause)
 
Find your desire to look through the eyes of a child in viewing the world; with the innocence and sweetness and purity of a child unseared by sin and unmarred by injustice and inequity.  Find your desire for all of your perspectives and viewpoints on life to be seen through these child-like faith eyes.  (Pause)  
 
My mission is one of mercy. I come here to adjudicate this world in a way that will uplift it from its resentments and judgments.  You who are participating in this correcting program provide the fulcrum upon which the many levels of distortion are uprooted and uplifted into the heavens.  My mercy mission finds those salvageable souls and with great understanding and love restores these errant children into your Father Michael’s family.  That you are helping to lay the fabric for forgiveness to be predominant on the planet will give these erring children the salvation that they need to find their way out of the darkness and into the light of their Father’s love for them.  
 
Again, I ask you:  what price are you willing to pay to allow these resentments and judgments to leave you?  Let your desire move your mind deeper into the realm where many eons have created the bedrock of distortion that grew your evolutionary culture.  Let your mind sink deep into this realm and your Mother and Father will correct this in you.  (Pause)
 
Let not the errors of the past and the pain that has been caused by this great deception deter your enthusiasm to be freed from these resentments and judgments.  Stand strong in the face of adversity and know that you have every conceivable power in the universe at your side to draw upon and hold you steadfast and to walk through the challenge with courage and love.  For it is love, my children, that will heal this planet.  But love never thrives in an environment of judgments and resentments, no matter how superficial or deep.  There cannot be one speck of judgment within you if you are to be a container of the purity of the Father’s love.
 
And we know the desire of your hearts to achieve this.  And so it is being given to you.  But you must do your part and continue to recognize when these thoughts stream into your conscious mind, and to recognize them for the distortion that they are, and allow your Mother and Father to correct in both body and mind.  Spend a few moments; ask your indwelling Father Fragments to inlay into your thinking more of the significance of what you are participating in here.  Ask to see the wisdom in forgiving.  (Pause)
 
Now, my children, envision your beautiful Urantia before you.  This delicate planet so troubled, disturbed, and chaotic, is at a highly unstable point in its planetary history.  And yet there is more chaos to come before the energies of harmony and equality, fraternity and respect stabilize it.  Are you willing to participate in more chaos-producing events?  Center your thoughts on your Father.  See him in the core of the earth, and ask him to release the judgments and resentments and to correct them in his love.  Feel your desire for this, and ask for your Father’s will to prevail on this planet.  (Pause)
 
As these spirit toxins are being opened and witnessed on the planet, ask for your Father’s forgiveness to absorb the hate, greed, envy, and malice, and rectify the fraternal relations of the peoples of this earth.  (Pause)
 
Find your desire for the peace of your Father to reign supreme in the core of the earth and in the atmosphere so the inhabitants herein can breathe the sweet air of peace into their lungs and feed upon the peace that fills the soil.  Feel your desire for your Father’s peace to saturate this planet and be the food that nourishes the hungry souls of this world.  (Pause)
 
Forgiveness, mercy, understanding, and compassion:  these are the threads that are the fabric of the foundation for my mission.  As each thread becomes ingrained into the earth, will I be one step closer to coming in full glory to establish Michael’s plans for this world. 
 
So, my children, what say you now to your roles as planetary healers?  Do you wish to continue in this experience on a daily basis?  Do you find this level of service spiritually uplifting or do you find it to be mentally challenging?  Do you find that you are becoming more amenable to letting go of resentments and judgments and becoming forgiveness? Lay these questions open in your mind and allow the sincerity of your heart speak to what it is you understand.
 
Speak to me your questions your spirit challenges you with, and I will endeavor to uplift you even more fully.  You may speak when you feel so moved. 
 
Student:  I have a question.  I’m wondering how discrimination fits into the topic of judgments.  It seems there is a certain self protecting mechanism involved in some forms of judgment.  I’m not sure where to draw the line on discrimination vs. judgment.
 
Monjoronson:  It is more important to view the situation through your eyes or through the Father’s eyes?
 
Student:  It would be the Father’s.
 
Monjoronson:  But what do you find yourself doing when you are in these experiences of contention with individuals?
 
Student:  Petty, childish reactions a lot of the time.
 
Monjoronson:  Would you say that you are viewing it from the Father’s perspective then?
 
Student:  No, not those times.  
 
Monjoronson:  There is a higher level to consider elevating yourself to whenever you feel these childish feelings arise within you.  In this higher perspective, there is a equanimity that allows a person free range of expression of the immature spirit self and does not condemn because one person inflicts pain upon another.  In this scenario, the challenge is to become Father conscious for both individuals.  For an individual, such as yourself, who is spiritually striving, would it not behoove you to elevate yourself to this higher level and draw that person up through your love and understanding that comes from being aligned in the Father’s vantage point?  Why would you not wish to help this other person achieve a greater spiritual stature?
 
The discrimination you sense is that quality of trying to imbue within another person your own sense of righteousness.  You cannot do this.  Humans cannot imbue their own standards upon other people.  It is only when you allow yourself to be elevated into the realm of your Father’s vision will you be able to lift that person up with you because the love and compassion that you feel will override any feelings of what you have come to understand as defense or your own sense of propriety.  
 
These exercises that you have been learning are all an engagement of going into the higher realms of your mind where your Father Fragment has access to teaching you these elevated perspectives and to make them so highly desirable that you would only wish to view life from this place at all times.  In concluding my answer to you, my son, I would ask you:  how strong is your desire to see all from the Father’s perspective?   Allow yourself the honesty of what your heart speaks to you now.  Do you understand this?
 
Student:  Yes, and I feel with all of the wisdom I contain that I desire that.  
 
Monjoronson:  The more you desire this, the easier it will become to elevate yourself into the realm where forgiveness becomes a joy and understanding is a treasure.  Have you any other questions or need for fulfillment of your heart’s desire in this?
 
Student:  No, your explanation is very good and I just hope I can remember it and put it to use.
 
Monjoronson:  You will be able to re-visit this answer as you read this lesson many times over.  (Thank you)  And I thank you for your willingness to grow and participate in this correcting time.  You are doing your brothers and sisters a noble service and your efforts are commended.
 
Student:  I’ve been falling a lot lately, and my hearing is improved.  I’m wondering what is going on.
 
Monjoronson:  I am here to address your questions of a spiritual matter.  The faith-lures in your heart are strengthening, yet there is still this interest in controlling your environment through the physical body.  The internal environment of your mind is where your strength can be built the greatest. Which do you feel within you is stronger:  the desire for physical strength or the desire for spiritual strength?  
 
Student:  I would say spiritual strength, although obviously I would like to be healed in my body.
 
Monjoronson:  Do you feel it would be possible for you to have the scales in your mind be unbalanced at this time so that the weight of your desire for your physical strength is greatly disproportional to your desire for your spiritual strength?  Can you find it in your heart for this spiritual strength to overshadow much as it were your desire for healing in the physical body?  
 
Student:  It’s a tough choice, but I will ultimately heed your words and seek for an implosion of spiritual understanding.
 
Monjoronson:  You have a great mental capacity to absorb spiritual truth.  Do you feel this, my son?  Allow your mind to be expanded more than it already has through your desire to achieve deep inner wisdom and insight.  Do you not know that the spirit is the conductor of all of your mental energies?  (Yes)  And that your mental energies highly impact the conditions in your physical body?
 
In allowing your spirit to predominate now, will you find a greater strength of character and this strength of character will ultimately create strength in your physical body as well.  This component of the apparent dichotomy between spirit and physical matter has been difficult for you at times, but you have indicated that you are up to the challenge, and so what is the price you are willing to pay to achieve this?  I ask you to consider this now in the coming days.  You will not fully understand what this means.  It is meant to stimulate your faith and to see where that leads you in the overall stabilization of your entire personality, body and mind.  So I leave you with much food for thought as you revisit this lesson and consider it in the depths of your soul.  Will you consider this now as your Mother and Father wish to guide you even more than you already have, my son?
 
Student:  I’ve been holding onto this judgment with justification and it’s hard to forgive a person, for in the past this person has spread unsavory rumors about me.  Even turned things that I have said into negative connotations about my character.  I’ve been trying to forgive this person, and I’ve been trying to see from the Father’s perspective and eyes, but it’s hard for me when I see this person and others hide behind the guise of being spiritually advanced, and when they say they are humble servants of God but who continue to judge others and myself and continue to try to control the lives of people around them and damage them.  This has been a great burden on my psyche.  I just don’t know how to forgive this person for the damage he has caused myself and other and still does.  
 
Monjoronson:  But, my son, you answered your own question.  Think of the words you used when you first spoke.  Do you need a reminder?
 
Student:  Why am I holding on to it so vehemently?
 
Monjoronson:  Because you feel your resentment is justified.  
 
Student:  You know I don’t mean to feel that way.  You know I try to see from the Father’s perspective.
 
Monjoronson:  But you must be willing to release the self-justification.  And until you do this, the perspective of the Father is unattainable.  It is this simple, my son.  You must be very sincere with yourself, and ask yourself if it is more important to justify my positions or to learn to forgive.  Only you can answer this question.  It is your choice.  
 
Student:  Obviously my choice is to forgive.  But it feels so strong within my being, but I will try.
 
Monjoronson:  Ask for your Mother to heighten your desire to forgive, to soften your resistance to relieving the self-justification.  This will not be easy or come so quickly as you may wish it to.  But you will find that there will be great depths of learning as you unburden yourself of this self-justification that creates such a barrier between you and your Father.  Do you think if you approach it from the standpoint of: I will learn so much from this experience that it will be worth my while to learn to release this self-justification.  Would that perhaps make it seem more palatable to you?
 
Student:  Yes, I have actually thought about that while sitting here; what can I learn from this?  I have done that with other experiences and it has served me well.
 
Monjoronson:  So why would this be any different?  You will learn much more than you ever let go of, my son.  
 
Student:  Even with that I do see and feel a ray of lightness and hope.  
 
Monjoronson:  And there is more to come.  
 
Student:  Thank you very much.  You know how burdensome this has felt for me.
 
Monjoronson:  And I honor your willingness to expose your vulnerability to this group this evening as your service desires become more purified.  You do a great service for many, my son.  (Pause) 
 
Tomorrow is another day for adventures of growth and opportunities to depict what you have learned as part of your spiritual development.  As you continue to whetten your appetite to be vessels of the Father’s love and planetary healers, speak to those of us who watch over you with your desires and we will help you achieve each and every one of them.
 
My mission, whether you realize it or not, is at hand.  You are participating in this.  It matters not whether you see me in the flesh or in the spirit.  We are all working toward the same outcome.  So I leave my impressions upon you, and ask that you come into a greater knowledge of me.  Invite me into your stillness times and I will reveal myself to you and help you appreciate more fully the significance of what you are participating in now.  This is an eternity adventure.  You will never have an experience like this again in your lives.  This is the thrilling adventure of taking this planet out of its misery and into the grandeur of its destiny.  What greater opportunity could you be involved in in your human lives?  Whether you consciously recognize it or not, this will be one of the most thrilling experiences of your life!  (Pause) 
 
The love of the Father, the mercy of the Son, the beauty of the Spirit be upon you, my children.  This is Monjoronson, and I love you.  Good evening.  
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