[tmtranscripts] 04-04-04 --- Rio Rancho TeaM

[Gerdean O Bowen]

DATE:                   April 4, 2004
LOCATION:         The Littler Place
                                Rio Rancho NM 
TEACHERS & TOPICS:
        MICHAEL: In Celebration of the Season
        TOMAS: As Host and Teacher Assistant
        VAN EL: Connecting You with the Circuits
        ANATOLIA: What it Means to Be Real
        NO NAME: Role of the Personal Teacher
        CHICOLI: Nothing is as it was Before
        NEBADONIA: These are All My Children
T/Rs: Gerdean and Matthew
Music: Elena on Piano: "Softly and Tenderly Jesus is Calling"
Prayer: Matthew: Let us place ourselves in the presence of Jesus, the
Christ.
Master Teacher,
We come to you today with eagerness and anticipation, as well as
appreciation for one another and for the lessons that are taught freely,
willingly and without cost or reservation. For this we are grateful and
appreciate being a part of this process that now allows variation and
opportunity for learning and diversification in the ways of the spirit.
We are grateful for this as well. For whatever teachers you would bring
to us today, we will be grateful and at 4:44 we will invite the
participation of angelic hosts visiting here and everywhere else they are
beckoned, and for preparation for Holy Week as we remember what it was
like – as we can understand, to the best of our ability, that we may join
with you and help, as best we can, in carrying the cross, as we do every
day, but is meant to be a joyful reenactment, not suffering and in
misery, although we realize that took place as well. So for all that is
and gratitude for our role in it, we are forever grateful.
Amen.
MICHAEL: Peace be with you, my children, one and all. I, Christ Michael,
am here to join with you in the celebration of the season, that is
brought to you annually, as a reminder of what took place in your world
not all that many years ago. It was a time of great sorrow, not only for
myself, but for those who could appreciate what a sincere travesty it
was, and a miscarriage of justice that was witnessed that day.
I, like your speaker, am not here to present the sorrowful or painful
remembrance, but rather to recapture, if I may, one of the essential
purposes for that encounter. It was an encounter with beauty, truth and
goodness. For those who were able to see and appreciate what was
happening that day. It was involving truth, beauty and goodness primarily
because of that which I brought to the world to demonstrate the truth, to
recognize the beauty, and that there is goodness. For this was seen as
too great of a threat to allow to continue. This was the travesty and the
miscarriage of justice. It would be similar to devaluing or negating
mother love, the love that a mother has for her child, and that this
would be considered a criminal act. It is a simple representation of the
miscarriage of justice. Nevertheless, those who were able to see the
sacrifice witnessed was not either as simple as a lamb led to slaughter,
but rather was a God-force present to state that despite all odds, truth
beauty and goodness reign supreme, that love cannot be squelched, that
truth will prevail, and that resurrection occurs, regardless of what may
have interrupted the natural flow of life. 
For this I am grateful to be the bearer of such tidings, that despite all
the most final of determinations, to be put to death for what one
believes, and in this case for the love of his companions and
compatriots, as well as all who existed and exist to this day, for it is
a message that will live for all time and beyond – not for the simplicity
or greatness of the act, for it was not viewed as a sacrifice, even to
me, but rather to be faithful to the message of love, even to the extreme
of having the love apparently eliminated. This was the victory and this
was the challenge before me as it is before all of you. 
So, find in me, in the example of my representation to the world, as an
invitation – not to necessarily have to die for the cause, but to be
willing to be truthful to what it is you find to be of value in truth,
beauty and goodness, whether it would be in the planting of a sunflower
seed, waiting for it to be a tall, magnificent specimen reaching up to
the sun and all that is before it, as a representative of I am and I
worship. Whatever it may be that is truth, beauty and goodness in your
heart and your mind you must be willing to stand true in to be able to
see it through, even unto death, for in giving, rebirth takes place, and
in rebirth, regeneration is the ongoing presence.
I am with you now as I was then. I will be with you for all time, as you
are part of time and beyond. It is my mission to bring truth to the
hearts of men and women everywhere, for those who will listen, that they
are valued above all else, that life within each beating heart is sacred
to me and all of creation. This is the message which must be brought to
all ends of the earth – that life is sacred and it is sacred with each
and every individual and living thing. This is being true to what is.
I wish you all the best of everything that life has to offer, most
especially that which is of value, that you can stand true to, through
the test of time and beyond. This is what I encourage you do, to be true
to that which is lasting and true. I will be with you on Easter morning
as I will every day. Stand bright and tall as the sunflower, witnessing
all of creation before it. What is better than that? To simply be who and
what you are and to stand firm before all creation as worthy of being who
you are.
I am one with you and will be for time and beyond. May my love prevail
within your hearts and your minds so that you know the value of my love
for you, as I know your love for me, and all is one because of it. Peace
be with you and may the light shine within and around you forever. Amen.
TOMAS: This is Tomas, your steadfast host and teacher, assigned to your
development until further notice. Even with the change in format I, like
the sunflower, stand here with my feet planted firmly in the soil of the
desert to monitor the comings and goings of the visitors we will enjoy
today because of your request for affiliation with the universe and the
many personalities which play in the fields of the Lord, many of whom are
present and awaiting the opportunity to come forth and greet you on
behalf of their own perspective of the divine reality.
Have you any requests in terms of what degree of teaching you might like
to receive, that we may proceed in an orderly fashion? Otherwise, I will
take an alternate route. Anyone?
Esmeralda: We trust your alternate route, Tomas.
Elena: Yeah. And appreciate your steadfast and stalwart loyalty to us.
TOMAS: Then let us hear first from a midwayer. They know a great deal
about being loyal and steadfast. One moment, please. 
Van El: This is Van El, the midwayer who is often called in to serve when
there are new circuits established. That is to say, when a new T/R comes
on line and when a new configuration comes into being. There are those
that think I am an engineer – an electrical engineer – however, I am
merely in service to the engineers overseeing the re-encircuitment of our
humble orb with the great circuit board on high. 
There is implied in this a direction of energy, a real current. I am
speaking to you as prospective T/R’s yourselves, as students of this
reality who will invest yourself at some point in determining, through
your own experience, what viability this practice holds for you and for
the future of mankind. I know you will be interested to learn that there
are examples cited of those who plug themselves into a power source, as
an appliance, or those who take steroids for greater physical prowess, or
whatever analogy you choose to use to remind yourself that there are
other ways to go about your business ... ways which are supercharged with
a dynamic that is not common to the prosaic material life.
Once you have tapped into this circuit board, this motherboard of cosmic
energy, you will be reassured personally of your place in the universe as
a cosmic citizen. Never again will you feel and succumb to the sense of
isolation that exists for those who have never reached beyond the comfort
zone of their own sphere, snug as a bug in the rug of their own mortal
existence. 
I appeal then to your sense of adventure, and assure you that you, like
Lewis and Clark or other explorers, will not be left adrift in the cosmic
spheres, but will be encircuited on a pattern of perspective, grounded in
universe reality, that will indeed supercede the avenue of your own
imagination, and eviscerate/eliminate the tendency of the mortal ego to
create its own reality as a form of amusement, or necessity. Thus the
gist of my message, in sum, today is that because of my work and those
like me, midwayers, close to you, who are a part of the process of the
connection between you and the entities you seek to reach and communicate
with, is only possible through us -- we assure the integrity of the
connection.
And so, unless and until you have passed through my and our gates, you
have not officially connected and you will know when this transpires. We
will have a party. And we will invite friends and neighbors to visit in
celebration of the re-encircuitment of your consciousness with the
circuits connecting you with the universe. I look forward to that day and
time with you. Good afternoon.
Myra: Thank you, for coming.
TOMAS: We have two T/R’s here today and some in formulating stages. Thus,
we will be mindful of this, and from the outset of the new approach you
have established, allow for the inclusion of other T/R’s even in this
first Sunday segment. This will diminish Gerdean’s dominance and mine. As
well, it will allow Matthew to feel his own prompts from Anatolia or
other visitors and act accordingly. 
This will give you the opportunity to be aware of the fact that you,
yourselves, may be approached by a being who would like to make his or
her presence known to you such that you yourself will begin to be
sensitive to the prompt of a teacher who would one day, if not today,
speak through you, thus sensitizing you to the dimension of which Van El
spoke. 
This lends a new dimension of excitement to the group itself for its
discipline and routine format is enlarged to include the prospects of new
voices, new personalities and new appreciation of cosmic energy to
infiltrate itself into your presence(s), thus expanding your appreciation
of what this Teaching Mission is. 
The fear that two people may speak up at the same time is a common
concern among beginning groups of T/R’s, and it has happened, as you are
all willing participants in a surge of force. However, it is not proof of
your will interjecting itself negatively; it is not error. Therefore, let
that not embarrass you should that happen. Are there any of you who sense
the presence of a visitor? 
Elena: I think I do.
TOMAS: Is the visitor honing in on you or is the visitor an energy
presence in a generic sense?
Elena: I just feel something in my left ear. There’s nothing to say, just
a nice feeling of an introduction, is how I feel it. There is nothing I
have to do right now. 
TOMAS: This is good. This is an operative, making you aware of your
equipment and the equipment you would offer as a T/R, if and when your
mechanics are functional. It is said we utilize your language center and
I, in fact, access Gerdean through the left side. She came to know me
through TMJ on the left side jaw, so this sounds to me like a part of the
evolution of the process for you as a potential T/R and I commend your
sensitivity to the process. It is a process.
Elena: So you don’t think I just imagined it?
TOMAS: No. It is a process and everyone approaches it differently because
they come from different frames of reference. Ultimately, however, the
essence of transmitting is to allow yourself to "faith speak" for in
time, through the process of allowing yourself to be a channel of the
voice of God, the energy of the universe, the love of the Divine, you
have a way of riding the wave through your world to give to it that
infusion of the greater dimension that otherwise is left to the emotions
or to logic. And while you have all invested a great deal of energy in
spreading the gospel through emotion and logic, it remains true that the
spirit is the most effective mover of the souls of men. And so we are
here to help teach you how to access that divine dimension, through your
own willingness and through the leap of faith, that will eventuate in
your becoming one who may walk and talk that reality -- not as the
Teacher or the entity you transmit, but as yourself. 
This is ultimately the goal of our work as a Teacher Corps for you as
individuals – that you become yourself, fully, in such a way as you best
represent the truths of eternal reality and yet through your own
personality. You are not called upon to live the life that Jesus lived,
no, but to live your life as a Son of God, a child of God.
There are other voices that would be heard if I were to step aside. Thus,
I will do that now.
ANATOLIA: Welcome friends and family to another episode in your on-going
pursuits of what it means to be real. I wish to encourage you today to
consider and pursue, in your quiet time, when it permits, what it means
to be real. For you may remember the story of "The Velveteen Rabbit." If
you have not read that for awhile, you may go back to read it, in terms
of what made that such a wonderful story and what becoming "real" was
represented to be. I encourage you to consider it for the truth of the
concept – not necessarily that you have to create or re-create an
allegory in the process. I can tell you what I believe is real, but I
invite you to consider it for yourselves, for your purposes relative to
action or activity of the spirit as Tomas addressed.
The realness that I wish you to consider is as real as the flowers that
you are witnessing in this season. What is it that is behind the flowers
even more than the color or the fragrance? What is it that flowers
represent that may be a sign of what is real? I mention this today only
because of the season in which we find ourselves in your world. In other
worlds there are other seasons which usher in new thoughts, new feelings,
new birth, regeneration of cycles, as is part of the physical world and
its regenerating powers that exist, so I wish for you to contemplate
realness for you, and to see this as an on-going pursuit, an on-going
reality, for realness certainly has everything to do with reality. 
This is something that I wish for you to endeavor upon for your own
growth and productivity. There is much more to be thought expressed and
experienced; however, today is a day of visitation and consideration of
what the season brings. I wish for you to be all of these things as you
contemplate what it is to be real. So I leave you with that simple
thought and to encourage your consideration of this for yourselves and
what it may mean to you. 
I leave you in peace and good tidings for a blessed and joyous Easter
season. Peace be with you, until we meet again.
TEACHER: This is an entity. I will not divulge my name at the moment. I
do not want to prejudice your approach to our association. I am a
personal teacher. I am assigned to one of you. I want to speak to you
today about the role of the personal teacher. 
The personal teacher is yours alone. It is not the same as your guardian
angel, guardian seraphim, which guards you and protects you from harm.
Our role is more intimate, in that, it is our assignment to work with you
to perfect your life through your personality and it’s path. We work
under the guidance of the Thought Adjusters. They are really our "boss."
They give us guidance, but we cannot act on you or with you without your
cooperation. 
Many of you allow your cooperation without consciousness of our efforts
with you but when you are conscious of our work with you, it is much
easier, as a rule. I qualify that because some of you, in your eagerness,
attempt to take the bull by the horns, as it were, and self-direct your
own progress. And while the ambition of the earnest mortal is noted for
its intent, it is often problematic for it seeks to surge forward in
certain favorite categories of growth before its time. 
There is a pattern, a plan, a program – how can I convey to you? – the
analogy might be found in the spring blossom or even more elemental, in
the seed itself. Is it not amazing that a radish seed knows, when it is
planted in the ground, to become a radish when it grows up! Even though
it wants, perhaps, to be a horseradish or a carrot, if it is intended to
be a radish – a red radish – it will eventually become the best radish it
can be, thus being a testimony to the Master Gardener. 
When we have those of you who want to hasten the process, perhaps by
piling on extra fertilizer or trying new and different hydroponic methods
of growing, ignoring the elements built in by the Creator Himself, we end
up with pithy radishes that have no substance on the inside but which
look good on the outside, or those radishes which are tough and inedible.

And so, while you, as individuals, often seek to assist the Adjuster in
your own development, you would do well to work with your personal
teachers to proceed in a fashion in keeping with the Master Gardener. The
affinity that you can and will develop in working with us and allowing us
to help you direct your own spiritual growth will guarantee that you
become delicious and perfect as the radish you would be most happy to be.

We, as a rule, work in pairs, although, like the seraphim, you will often
see us as one. Indeed, our purpose is compatible and one will do if two
is confusing, but we do have distinct areas of interest to help you
develop yourself and we will be able to direct the dance you do, the
two-step that we bring, balancing your development by our innate ability
to help you this way and then that way, this way and then that way, such
that you develop an easy stride forward that is natural to your internal
pace, rather than the tendency of youth, as you have been programmed, to
operate through fits and starts, to hurry up here, only to break and sit
and wait for the light to change. Better to conserve fuel if you are to
come to know the pattern of universe traffic through our counsel, such
that you will be able to move through the vast streets of eternity,
readily and easily, without collision. 
Watch for your awareness of us to come to you. Each of you here has a
personal teacher assigned. Many like to give us a name, as it helps you
to consciously assimilate us as a personality into your social field.
Some of you like to construe us as a part of your Thought Adjuster and
that is fine as well, because we do work for your Adjuster, as we work
for you to be all that you can be. Are there questions about the personal
teachers?
Maria: Shall we keep them in mind and maybe direct attention or questions
to them to maybe familiarize ourselves with getting used to trying to
contact them?
TEACHER: Invite them into your consciousness and let them introduce
themselves to you as a helper. Without directing them to your area of
need, allow them to reveal to you where they feel your growth needs
attention. At this point, most of our work is corrective in nature and
directive in design. That is to say, for example, in this entity through
whom I speak, I recognize Trieste as the feminine, right-brain energy
force which works with Gerdean on personality development, letting go of
old handicaps and personality crutches, replacing them with direct
dependence on the Source. And Adrian, the male, left-brain entity who
leads her into pursuits of service, adventure, industry, as if he were
the dispatcher who told her where to go, or led her into those areas that
will benefit her and her desire to serve. Thus, you will find a part
internal and reflective, as compared to the other, which is external and
active. And thus, as any of these elements apply to you in your own
appreciation of your own personality, moving through the universe, you
will ultimately be able to recognize the influence of the personal
teacher in all you do. Is this helpful?
Maria: Yes, thank you.
Elena: Does the personal teacher go with you after this world? Like the
Thought Adjuster works with you until ultimately you bloom, emerge or
not, but how far – do they go with you to that same extent?
TEACHER: They do go with you quite a ways, but once you have become
adjusted and fully conscious of your Self and you are submissive to the
will of the divine, you are past the point of needing the direction of
the personal teachers. They have been known to accompany their associates
into Mansonia, but not far, because there are entities in Mansonia itself
that are designed to do the same thing there as personal teachers do
here. 
It has also been seen where personal teachers here have taken a leave of
absence from their mortal, because the human attained a certain plateau
of accomplishment which left the teacher with nothing to do for awhile,
and so they will volunteer to work elsewhere or rest, thus there are
those who may feel their teacher has left because they have accomplished
that which was necessary, but be assured, the need for a personal teacher
will return as your next growth challenge arrives. Unless and until you
are fused with your Adjuster, you will still need the assistance of
associates as outlined. Here they are designated personal teachers.
In a way, we are like the midwayers. We work in this realm, and once you
have gone beyond, we return to the sphere to work with another, to help
them up, although, a number of us have opted to resign our post as
personal teachers when our first mortal assignment is completed, for
there are many opportunities in the universe to serve and this has been
one of them.
It is similar to the opportunity you will have after you have advanced in
your spirit development and when you are given the option to associate
yourself for a minimum of a thousand years with the Celestial Artisans.
It is an assignment you can undertake wherein you will learn a great deal
about the workings of the universe and it will contribute to your self
development as a universe being, as well as contribute to the benefit of
the universe at large because you will have learned much in the way of
working with others to create. 
And being a creator, even as a celestial artisan may be a creator, is one
of the speculations proposed when we anticipate what will become of the
universe, when the worlds of time and space have evolved to perfection.
We – some of us, like to think – again as the example of springtime in
bloom -- that all of you are potential blossoms, and that at one time in
universe development there will be a springtime blossoming of another
degree of universe advancement into the next outer body of attainment
awaiting. Suffice it to say our adventures in living are unending. 
Elena: So you are not going to tell us whose teacher you are?
TEACHER: I am not. However, if you feel as if you have seen me before
somewhere, if you have a haunting sense of de ja voux, it well may be
because I have attended you already for some time. Pending no other
questions, I will leave. Are there other questions? [None] I am grateful
for the opportunity to extend myself into your environment and in
particular into your consciousness that Our Father might be extended into
the minds of mortals, there to germinate, take root and sprout into the
light of the Son. Have a good day.
Elena: We’re really glad you came. Thank you.
Group: Thank you.
CHICOLI: Hello, family and friends. I am Chicoli, Matthew/Willy’s
personal
Teacher, and I, too, am willing and able to share what I know for it has
been a long time in these environs, if only you could see the passage of
time as we have, you would know what eternity appears to be. But even
eternity doesn’t last forever, at least in the same stage, for it is
always changing, evolving, devolving, developing, and becoming something
new. So nothing is as it was, ever. In your place in space, it has not
been there before. So even the tree in your front yard is not the same as
it was the year before. All is new and is changing.
This is a time for renewal, as you had heard earlier. A time for new
beginnings and even new endings, when nothing will be as it was before.
This I bring you as the good news that I have for you today, that given
the subject matter before, of contemplating what is reality, I bring you
an added dimension that states Nothing is as it was before. This is the
good news. Where you can apply this is up to you. 
What does that mean to your value and reason for being today? What will
it mean tomorrow, since nothing is as it was before? So with the change
in clock and internal timing, that each of you experienced today, I wish
to add this feature. To keep it short, simple and direct, welcome to what
we see in an ever-changing world in a place called eternity. I wish you
the best of all that life has to offer and especially life itself, for
this is the meaning of life, in its essence. That is nearly a riddle, but
add that to your list of contemplation. I will leave you now and offer
you good tidings, until we meet again.
Group: Thank you, Chicoli.
NEBADONIA: I will come in and visit with you for a moment before we go. I
am your Universe Mother Spirit, Nebadonia, speaking on behalf of all the
angelic hosts of space who are my children, my babies, brought into being
to minister to you and to one another as extensions of myself. All of
these creatures that you are coming to know are my children. Many of them
fall under the jurisdiction of your Father/Brother Michael and His
Father, the Eternal Son, and His Father, the Universal Father, but most
assuredly the ministering hosts of time and space are my command, over
which I rule with a heart of love, not an iron fist. 
Love is the language of the universe and through my ministers of love,
you will be offered only that food which feeds further joy in living and
loving and serving the family that we are, through the love of my heart,
the Master himself, and the Parent in Paradise we all worship and adore. 
Come to me for comfort. Rest in my arms. Come to me with your anger and
your frustration and we will work it out. We will forgive. We will
resolve. We will heal. We will nurture. We will love in accordance with
the Divine will, which will become your will as you become more aware of
My place in you, with you, for you and over you. I am your Mother, in
truth and in eternity. 
Precious children, be about the play of being children. In all your
efforts to rise to the occasion of the worlds suffering, in all your
nobility of spirit to protect and defend, in all the seriousness of your
young minds, remember your childlike need to come to me and I will feed
you for your next day’s ventures, playing in the fields of the lord with
gusto and delight. Bye-bye.
Group: Thank you.
TOMAS: And this is Tomas, your host, to wrap up our most engaging session
this afternoon. I pause in departure to inquire after your needs. Are
there questions? [None] Let us be on our way. Farewell.
Group: Thank you. 
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