Early Ham... Sept. 91 (part 1)

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SEPTEMBER 2, 1991       
MATERIAL PURPOSE AND MORONTIAL EXISTENCE 
HAM

	This teaching is on the affairs of our constellation and its connection with
our local universe. By decree of Michael of Salvington, the system circuits
are being restored and are now nearing completion. Yes, I have spoken of this
before, but this reencircuitment into the greater spiritual communication
circuits of the local universe will greatly accelerate our ability to
communicate to and from Urantia directly to Jerusem, to Edentia, and even to
Salvington. You see, this communication has necessitated the use of other
circuits, angels and messenger spirits, which was a difficult and tardy
process. Now that our circuitry is being reinstated, we will have news and
information from a wider universe on a more regular basis and will be in
personal touch with those high in authority who will be able to clear
decisions to enable us to work more efficiently. 
	On the first mansion world, indeed, on throughout the mansion worlds, is the
beginning of teaching of morontia mota. This insight is beyond your physical
level of awareness. It is a morontial sensitivity to reality which you, in
your state, do not possess. There is a greater philosophy in mota than you can
even begin to be aware of in your earthly way of thinking. It is not only
expanded awareness, it is expanded thought and receptivity to ideas, reason,
logic, sensory awareness, spiritual sensitivity and insight, and the blending
of the spiritual, the mental, with the general sensitivity of a, for lack of a
better term, bodily awareness of reality. 
	On these mansion worlds you will be more sensitive to the presence of your
Thought Adjusters. The actual presence of God within you will be a greater
awareness, an extreme sensitivity, a focalization which you cannot begin to
perceive as you are. Even in these first mansion world existence's, though you
are still apart from the actual fusion of the two minds, the guidance is
extremely clear. His presence - your indwelling Father/Thought Adjuster, is
extremely clear and well known and felt. His words are clear and distinct. It
is as though there are two minds within a single bodily frame of energy that
you may be very closely linked in awareness. His over-control of thought
pattern is almost complete. The morontial mind thinking pattern will be more
closely attuned to the Adjuster's expression of the Father's will so that if
there is a deviation, that deviation is immediately known by the subject. He
can easily attune his will, his mind, to the will of God as forecast by the
Adjuster. 
	This seems to many of you to be strange, to be something of a surrender of
will to an over-control which you are unsure of. This over-control is not
something which you will be unsure of by that time. His presence within you
now is something very much a part of your being. It is sensed as a being apart
from you. On the mansion worlds in the morontia form, this sensory, the entire
sensory apparatus, is different. You are becoming more who you are. You are
becoming more Godlike and more spiritually sensitive and aware of those
spirits surrounding you and guiding you in your morontia career as they guide
you here, though you are largely unaware. In the morontia life you will be
much more sensitive and aware of their presence. 
	The Destiny Guardian Angels who have guided you in this lowly existence are
also present on the morontia worlds, the first mansion worlds. They are
relieved of their immediate duties as Destiny Guardians and are released to
follow the ascendant career as ascendant beings. They are still companions,
but their guardian duties are no longer necessary. There again, you will be
able to perceive these  beings as discrete spiritual entities which, in the
state you are now, is really a near impossibility. 
	The morontia life is much more enjoyable than your toiling and stressful
earthly experience. You will see with divine clarity the purpose of your
ordeals in this life, and will appreciate the ordeals themselves and guidance
which brought you through them. This appreciation will be a great unburdening
of your worrisome self, for you will be able to know your purpose. You will be
able to foresee your future purpose and all this, together, will be a great
relief as well as joy in your innermost core. 
	This life is not without a greater purpose. Your ordeals, your suffering,
your hardship, are for a divine reason! Rest assured, when your short life has
been run, when this race of existence is completed, when you reawaken in
glorious resurrection in the worlds on high, you will know that your life has
had divine meaning. Our lives, our material lives, may many times seem
haphazard, seem futile, seem purposeless and barren of redeeming value. Yet, I
assure you with the authority of one who knows, of one who has survived the
material existence, and has gone on to greater, purposeful, meaningful
existence, I assure you that your life, your toil, your work, your stressful
suffering is meaningful, is purposeful and has supreme value. 
	God is not only with you in times of meditation, in times of spiritual
thinking, in times of elevated consciousness of His being, He is with you day
in and day out; through your days and your nights of labor, He is beside you.
He is watching over you. He is entrusting you with the task of the ages, with
the task of by your decisions, by your life influences and by your influence
in life, to grow, to develop, to become more perfect as He is perfect. 
	You who are called to this teaching are called to emit a brighter light, are
called to become perfect, are called to shine forth that light of Divine
goodness and truth to your fellows as the apostles were called of old. There
will be many times of hardship. There will be many disappointments. There will
be many trials for you, individually, to endure, yet, I say to you with utmost
surety, that God is never gone. He is never far from your side. He is with
you. He is with you through it all. You may easily look to Him, and His
guidance will be there. I say this with authority as one who knows. If His
guidance is sincerely sought in any circumstance, this guidance will be
forthcoming. 


SEPTEMBER 2, 1991          
THE TENDER SHOOTS
OF SPIRITUAL GROWTH 
HAM

	There is, in each person, a place where the tender shoots of new spiritual
growth occur. This innermost space is wisely protected by your own being, and
yet needs a certain amount of light and air. It is good to open your hearts,
as it were, to the light, to the gaze of others, to the spiritual water which
others may give, to the world. This inner tender place can, yes, be a little
too tender for too much. This place in circumstances of trust should be
opened, should be developed, should be allowed a little freedom for the wider
growing of the soul. It is good to establish and to cultivate close
friendships which enable the flowering of the inner self, the opening of the
inner self to the gaze of others which gives confidence in that inner self in
the person. 
	There is much hiding in life. There is perpetuation in mediocrity in allowing
this inner self to be hidden and perpetuated in a mediocre realm of existence.
It is only by allowing the flowering of this inner self that true
individuality is seen. This inner self must be shown to a wider world. When it
is, much can be done, much creativity and openness and flowering occurs, for
there is connection between that inner self of the person flowering, and the
inner self of all those perceiving it. It is true of all true leaders, that
they flower as individuals, that their individual flowering connects with
those who are too timid to do it themselves. 
	I do not espouse a complete openness of every single aspect of a person's
personal life, but the discussion of the inner self is extremely important