[tmtranscripts] Part2/JarEl/8-2-99

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Part 2

JarEl: Thank you for opening your heart to us. The first step in judgement 
issues, in judging others is to stop judging yourself. Once you begin to 
start seeing yourself in a clearer and a more productive image, an 
undefective image. When you can begin to see this in yourself, you can then 
begin to see this in others. To use an analogy from my basic theme; when you 
begin to see and discern God in yourself, it is much easier to see and 
discern God in others. You cannot see in others what you must first see in 
yourself. This takes time. You need to begin to see yourself more complete 
and whole, to begin to move towards that aspect of yourself. Yes, use prayer 
and meditation to strengthen the spirit, your soul. They begin to reinforce 
and resonate within your personality. It is the higher aspects of your 
personality which will begin to draw you towards yourself. But as long as you 
are feeding your 'dog', your animal-self, you will not evolve from that; so 
metaphorically begin to feed your higher self. See yourself whole, 
undefective; begin to get a picture of 'Who YOU are'. Do not be discouraged 
or overwhelmed that what you might see may overwhelm you. 

Student: You might say to 'Lighten up on ourselves'. We are designed to make 
mistakes and to learn by them. The Father is enjoying watching us make 
mistakes and learning from them, so we should strive for the higher things, 
yet not take ourselves too seriously. Would that be a partial solution?

JarEl: It is wonderful to receive advise from elders and their experiences.

Student: JarEl, I would like you to comment on an approach I use to be that 
less judgmental of myself. I see myself as a father, and I see myself as a 
son of myself; putting myself in the attitude of a loving and all-kind father 
with an attitude of seeing me as a little boy, recognizing all of my 
mistakes, seeing these as from the father perspective, I can love this little 
boy for all of the good in him and see the mistakes as such only. I am the 
Father and the little boy; in that way I can love the boy from the 
perspective of an all loving father. 

JarEl: This is a very good metaphorical analogy. It is also good in this 
analogy for the little boy to truly see the father.

Student: It works both ways doesn't it. In this way I can develop a more 
personal love for the father as a little boy; and as the father a more 
personal identification with the love for the little boy without weighing the 
mistakes too heavily.

JarEl: One of the things which needs grasping is this element of time. For 
example, consider the possibility that spiritual growth may take two, three, 
maybe even four times as long as material growth. In other words, don't be so 
discouraged with the gradualness of your growth. This in part identifies with 
the Father in that you can see and sense something way before you actually 
experience it. You need to allow the time it takes to grasp this, for as you 
are all well aware, grasping is ninety percent of the reality. Begin to see 
grasping and growing as part of this developmental process, because it has to 
operate on a whole system of being. IT has to work with every cell of your 
being at the same time, not just your fingertips, or your heartbeat, etc. It 
has to work with every part of who you are all the time. Remove yourself from 
the framework of time and see how you have changed already, and see over time 
how you have been led as a little person to be confronted with these truths 
about yourself that you are dealing with full time. The fact that you are 
being faced with challenges full time is evidence you have grown that God 
recognizes your preparedness and conviction to now deal with your real life.

Student: JarEl, when you say give yourself time, somehow I feel that time is 
not an absolute, it is relative, that if we can visualize something, it can 
happen NOW. It has to start now, especially if we have the willingness to 
grow to that point of being led by the spirit. We have the Father's trust, 
then we should dive in right now. We should start giving. This is the choice 
we are making, we are saving our own lives, you know. Even is we become 
vulnerable, we can trust that we are partners with the Father, he is 
protecting us. So we don't have anything to loose.

JarEl: absolutely! It is beautiful to hear your words and voice gracing our 
presence. As one who has been challenged as you have, knows quite well to 
act. To take action for your own responsibility. Realize that time is not 
subject to your acting NOW. It is well-put thank you.

Student: We are in part of eternity now aren't we? 

JarEl: Yes, you are in full swing of eternity right now.

Student: JarEl, before the transmission, I have made the observation that 
spirituality was a special evolving trend simultaneous with the very sad 
disintegration trend on the planet. Could you possible enlighten us about 
that.

JarEl: You just did. (so I was right?) Yes, what you speak of is a 
polarization, a high contrast situation. What this is evidence of is a  
tremendous spiritual effort on part of Michael and his volunteers of Nebadon 
to come to this, the bestowal planet, and lend a helping spiritual hand to 
the monumental task of sorting out the confusion which has resulted from 
decades and decades of millennium of the rebellion on this part of the 
system, particularly from the spiritual one time administration of this world 
that went astray in doing away with the Father's plan for personal and social 
evolution of this world. You are not forgotten. There have been many who have 
left this world the stronger. There is a particular challenge on you world to 
access spirit in the face of defeat, in the turmoil of confusion, in the 
sadness of persecution, in the tapestry of apathy. To access God from the 
simple call within indicates tremendous integrity and consecration of will to 
begin to stay the tide which seeks to pull you under; the corruption which 
seeks to claim your soul. The un-lovliness which seeks to close your heart, 
locked tight in fear to touch another.

Student: We are double challenged then being raised in this negative 
atmosphere on this planet.

Student: I would like to comment on that because it bothers me to hear people 
talk about the 'negativism' that seems to exist from the outside of 
ourselves. I see the inappropriate use of free-will for thousands and 
thousands of years on this planet, and we are experiencing the consequences 
of such inappropriate misuse of free-will. We don't need to blame and 
satanic, individual or anything else at the foot of that kind of influence 
outside our own doing. We have had the opportunity to use our free will from 
the very beginning and to this day we continue to use it inappropriately. So 
every time we do collectively, we experience the consequences of 
ill-appropriated decisions.

Student: As we are mindful on a moment to moment basic of the conscious 
exercise of free will, so many times the sins of omission are as devastating 
as the sins of commission.

Student: I think it is a matter of attitude. I have been accused of being too 
optimistic, and I am personally fed up with ninety percent of the population 
on the planet, and I am rather apathetic I suppose, but There are a lot of 
things which are beyond my ability to do any good for, or to recognize that I 
am doing any good for, and I figure people are going to be the better for it 
all at some point. (You should be flattered by being called too optimistic)  
Well it was just that I was told that by a therapist, a psychologist. ( You 
really don't listen to them anyway do you?) laughter.

I would think their main motivation is to assist people and I guess this is 
not necessarily the case. I feel that getting all wound up about this society 
breaking down and all that, I guess it is a matter of attitude. I think there 
is a lot more good in the universe here than in the most horrible things that 
occur, like in wars, to me I think that there is a lot of good that comes out 
of them. I have not yet met any one that is downright sinful. I have always 
been able to see that even if they are not able to manifest their intentions, 
that deep inside their intentions are very good.

Student: I believe that there is tremendous opportunity for optimism and that 
this is the way we should be. When we solve problems, we need to go through 
this to create a spiritual existence on this planet, and it will be the 
better world for our optimism.

JarEl: Let us not loose sight of the fact that it is Michael's responsibility 
to turn this planet around and turn it around he certainly will. It is your 
responsibility to turn yourself around. It is very challenging to walk 
upright in a land of deformity.

I bid you all a wonderful, joyous and fortuitous week. Thank you.