[tmtranscripts] Fwd: Lightline Teleconference - Adjuster Series - 10-10-07

[Tom Newbill]

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>> Subject: Lightline Teleconference - Adjuster Series - 2010-10-07
>>
>> Teacher: Spectrum, Inner Voice, Michael, Matthew
>>
>> T/R: Michael DiMattia, Mark Rogers
>>
>> Prayer: [Mike] Dear Father and Mother, our Divine Parents, we are  
>> humbled before you, we are grateful for this opportunity to come  
>> together again as a family, as a group longing to enhance our  
>> perceptions, to expand our minds, to put forth our intention, and  
>> to enhance the values that we feel in spirit. We know that you  
>> already know our inner longings and although this is in a way, a  
>> formality to focus our intention, we would take this opportunity to  
>> ask you to pray for those in darkness, for those that may not see  
>> the light and may feel alone, that our circuit here tonight may  
>> serve those, may reach those, in one way or another. So we invite  
>> spirit to step forward and we wish, we hope, and we pray that our  
>> will is in alignment with the Father's will.
>>
>> Spectrum: [Mike] Good evening tonight, this is Spectrum. For those  
>> of you who do not know me, I am the Adjuster of Mike. He has named  
>> me so as he perceives [the] fragmentation of light. For him, naming  
>> me is one of comfort, as was stated before, and I gladly and  
>> lovingly accept this [name] for I seek personality as he so  
>> willingly seeks truth and what the the Urantia Book would call  
>> "autorevelation" as my bestowal of truth upon him, just as your  
>> Adjuster's seek to bestow truth upon you.
>>
>> Truth is a difficult concept to define, especially among mortals.  
>> So often one seeks for truth in a very definitive way. But I am  
>> here to tell you now that truth is not so defined as such, it is  
>> not static. It is only objective to the First Source and Center,  
>> the Universal Father. In Him truth is an absolute, but even in the  
>> highest beings of Paradise, just as to the lowest beings of  
>> personality, truth is dynamic, it is fluctuating, it is flowing, it  
>> is something artistic, that which is reveled to you as you grow. It  
>> is something that should not be disheartening to you to discover,  
>> that perhaps truth is but a reflection of your understanding. But  
>> make no mistake that this reflection that you perceive is for you  
>> at that moment.
>>
>> Always remember as you seek for truth, that you will receive what  
>> you are capable of comprehending. This is not merely an  
>> intellectual comprehension, this comprehension far transcends that  
>> of your mind function. When truth is spoken to you it is also  
>> spoken to your soul for your soul is not some static entity, it is  
>> not a piece of clay being added to, it is dynamic and alive. It  
>> speaks for you when you have not the words to speak, it is truly as  
>> a child. Such a child grows, it learns from you in association with  
>> your Adjuster, with me, and with your divine parents.
>>
>> Many mortals fall into a misconception that their Adjuster is  
>> somehow far beyond them and from a philosophical perspective this  
>> may be true. The Adjuster is absolute, you are but finite. The  
>> Adjuster can reveal to you only that which you are able to receive.  
>> But on an intention level, those that have gained perspective  
>> enough to want to learn, to want to love, to want to align  
>> themselves with the Universal Father, you are on equal par with  
>> your Adjuster for your Adjuster seeks to bring you to learn, to  
>> lead you to love, to show you the truth. And so this partnership is  
>> quite collaborative, is quite coordinated. It is a crude example to  
>> explain, to symbolize such a union as a mother and father of the  
>> mortal realms, to say a mother and father may birth a child and  
>> each in themselves attempt to instill their perception upon their  
>> child while at the same time allowing their child to grow. This is  
>> how the soul grows.
>>
>> Often the concept of inner core, the self, is thrown around in many  
>> circles. What is the self, what is your inner core? Is it your  
>> personality, is it your Thought Adjuster, is it the mind circuits?  
>> It is all of these. There is no individual core, there is  
>> collaboration. And so I will now reach the point of my lesson for  
>> this evening, a lesson which Mike had no intention of perceiving  
>> necessarily. He called in to be a participant and this is a  
>> testament to the faith and the love and the want to share truth. I  
>> would explain and I would reveal the lesson, a lesson that you all  
>> know already very well but maybe a reminder is always helpful in  
>> these cases. It is why we come together, to remind each other.  
>> Collaboration is the key essence of the building of God the  
>> Supreme, of the expression of the Trinity, of the infinity of  
>> reality personified on these time-space levels.
>>
>> You may not even be conscious of your Adjuster presence. You may  
>> not even realize how much this super-consciousness collaborates  
>> with you, with your personality, but we do, it does. You seek  
>> spiritual maturity and as it has been stated in your Urantia Book  
>> [and] has been revealed to you in many lessons; it takes only but  
>> the intention to show you the path. The purpose of life, the huge  
>> questions that many mortals ask and think "Well, we will never find  
>> these answers." They have already found them and they have yet to  
>> understand, they have yet to appreciate the values that are right  
>> before their face, that are right under their fingertips. They ask  
>> "What is the purpose of life?" and yet they return to their  
>> families, they commune with their wives and children, they do such  
>> "trivial mundane things" as perhaps watch TV or read a book or talk  
>> about their days.
>>
>> My friends, it can be this simple. This is about love. And you and  
>> your Thought Adjuster, we collaborate together, we conspire  
>> together. I have revealed to you the Father's plan and you have  
>> accepted it and together we will create, we'll create a soul. The  
>> soul is like a child that will grow and breathe and express itself.  
>> It will eventually associate with others and those associations  
>> will collaborate, create, grow and breathe. I am sure you  
>> understand the concept of exponential realization in mathematics,  
>> one plus one is two, two plus two is four, four plus four is eight,  
>> and before you can even count you're in exponents, you are in  
>> numbers beyond comprehension. This happens daily with you. It can  
>> happen daily with you if you so invite it, if you so recognize it,  
>> and if you so desire to be about this process.
>>
>> And so now I will leave you with one last thought. What is the  
>> point? You already know the point. It is to reflect this  
>> understanding, to reflect this love right back to all those you  
>> meet. Let the Father's will be your will. But what is the Father's  
>> will? Many debate this but guess what, there is no way to  
>> understand an Absolute Will but you can understand the relative  
>> truth that you have matured, you have grown to understand. And once  
>> you have grasped this love, this will, this way, you can reflect it  
>> in your lives. You can stand back with your Adjuster, you can look  
>> in the mirror and say "Let us do this!" Not let me do this, not  
>> what am I going to do, how am I going to attain this? It is time to  
>> open that to "How are WE going to attain this? How are WE going to  
>> succeed? How are WE going to bestow this love?" Once you let that  
>> into yourself, once you recognize that, well my friends, God will  
>> take care of the rest. He will not let you down. He will lead you  
>> forward. I will lead you forward, we will lead you forward. And  
>> guess what, we are all connected. You are not on your own and even  
>> you and your Adjuster are not on your own.
>>
>> There is a circuit that has been formed in these conference calls,  
>> there is a circuit that has been formed in your intention and in  
>> your prayer life. You lay in bed at night, you hold your hands  
>> together and you say "Father, this is what I desire, I desire to do  
>> your will" and you feel maybe that you are alone in this process  
>> but you are not. You are so not alone. I repeat, you are not alone.  
>> All of those around you, all of those that have this intention are  
>> with you right now and they will continue to be. You can recall  
>> them in your memory, you can access their energy patterns, you can  
>> access this circuit as you see fit as it will provide for you.
>>
>> I invite you to readdress this, to think hard on these words, and  
>> to reread the words, to listen back on this, to remind yourselves  
>> for even Mike here speaking these words inspired by myself has a  
>> trouble with it, a problem with it. In this situation he is willing  
>> to expose his heart on his sleeve. He does not combat me to reveal  
>> this, he sometimes falters and falters heavily in understanding and  
>> following these words.
>>
>> Your Master, Michael, when He was Jesus on this planet, made a  
>> pronouncement to His apostles and this pronouncement was harsh. I  
>> know that Mike here now speaking thinks hard on these words a lot,  
>> especially recently, and I will say them now for they are in his  
>> mind.  When asked by His apostles why the heathens rage He said the  
>> following (paraphrased): "They rage because they know not of the  
>> truth." But then He explained the following: "Many of you languish,  
>> many of you have a hard time with this because you know the truth  
>> but you do not obey the truth." You do not obey it, you know it,  
>> but it is hard. These words were harsh to the apostles. It was  
>> difficult for them to perceive what the Master meant. But I will  
>> tell you now quite frankly, that the Father is not harsh in this  
>> pronouncement, He merely challenges. He wishes for you to take His  
>> challenge. Not that it is uncomfortable or to be perceived as a  
>> command "do this or else", we all know better than that of course,  
>> but, it is a challenge that can you step up to obey that truth  
>> which you know.
>>
>> And it is okay to falter, do not misinterpret, it is okay to make  
>> mistakes. This is experience, this is what makes you grow. It is  
>> okay to make missteps. We expect this, we are with you with this,  
>> we falter with you and we learn from these missteps. We fall on our  
>> face, we wipe the mud from our mouth, we taste the bitterness of  
>> such defeat and we can only roll onto our backs to look up at the  
>> trees, the stars, the sun and laugh and say, "My Father, this was  
>> awesome, this is incredible, I get it now, let's move forth, we  
>> love You and we know You do not judge us." You will never be  
>> judged, you will never be judged ever for your mishaps unless they  
>> turn into iniquitous defy-ment, to defy the path in which you seek.  
>> We do not deliberately trip, all those on this call do not  
>> deliberately throw themselves into such heartache.
>>
>> So I will take my leave now and just remind you, just to recap, you  
>> are loved with patience and understanding. We collaborate with love  
>> in our hearts. We are building the fabric of the finite expression  
>> of God the Supreme together, and that is all the motivation you  
>> need to be a light anchor, to profess and reflect this love to your  
>> fellows. I love you all and I can speak for your Adjusters for they  
>> are en-circuited within one circuit. You may not perceive it but  
>> all of your Adjusters are with me and I speak on behalf of all of  
>> them. I speak on behalf of all of your Adjusters here tonight  
>> whether you are aware of it or not and I bid you an intimate, as  
>> was said in the conversation before, I bid you an intimate love and  
>> hug, a hug that will fill you with a vibration that is reflective  
>> of the Universal Father. I now take my leave for others to use this  
>> platform. Good night, God bless and farewell. We do not leave you,  
>> we merely step aside to contemplate. Good night.
>>
>> Inner Voice: [Mark] Greetings this evening, I am this one's Inner  
>> Voice. As we have been discussing, what is in a name anyway? There  
>> are many Mikes, there are many Marks, there are many Henrys and all  
>> the others and yet we here tonight know of specific ones that we  
>> attach certain personality traits and combinations to and they are  
>> individual to us. So whether you refer to your Inner Guide, by  
>> whatever name of your choosing, it is more a term of endearment, a  
>> reference that you choose much as your parents chose your name as a  
>> term of endearment although there may be many others, there is only  
>> one which represents your unique combination.
>>
>> I call you all to witness tonight that there was the discussion of  
>> growing awareness and this incremental step of awareness was just  
>> increased tonight. You were all graced with this demonstration of  
>> faith by one who we now will refer to as Mike and his willingness  
>> to cooperate, his willingness to work together with the other  
>> components within and as a result we were all graced with this  
>> exhibition of what it is to act and to move and to function in  
>> faith. I will tell you plainly that such an exhibition as exists  
>> here this evening is a rare commodity on this world indeed. There  
>> are individuals who are willing to extend so far in faith as to  
>> share with the outer world, their inner world, their world of  
>> intimacy and privacy as was stated.
>>
>> And so it is that I join with you all here tonight to honor this  
>> passage, to acknowledge the effort which has brought about  
>> potential into actual, that has transformed what was an inner  
>> dialog into a dialog out in the real world, the real material world  
>> that is, because all of the inner dialog that happened is certainly  
>> most real. Because awareness has been augmented here this evening  
>> we all have been changed, we all have been adjusted, we all have  
>> grown from this experience and we will never be the same again. I  
>> am grateful for the opportunity provided by this forum and I now  
>> move to include even more contribution from Inner Guides and create  
>> a truly spectacular offering in so doing. I would withdraw to allow  
>> for even more contributions. Thank you.
>>
>> Michael: [Mark] Greetings to all who are assembled around this  
>> joyous bonfire of spirit. Truly the flames of such a fire reach so  
>> far and wide that I have noticed them and desire to come and sit  
>> with you around such a fire. I am Michael and where there is such  
>> spirit warmth and the glow of spirit is so bright, I am drawn, like  
>> the moth to the flame. I cherish times like these when such spirit  
>> fruits are evident and such joy is taken in the sharing of these  
>> fruits. Truly, this represents the fruition of the Father's plan,  
>> of my plan for you all who are so gathered.
>>
>> The Father provides for you the spark, the initial ember which may  
>> be fanned and grown into a great flame but it is required of you  
>> each that you gather the materials, that you build a proper place  
>> to house such a fire and that you go through the motion and the  
>> gestures required to assemble all the material so that the flame  
>> may ignite and cause a great blaze. That is your mission in this  
>> life, to go about gathering things to add to your fire, to create a  
>> greater and greater flame and more and more light originating with  
>> the Father's spark but being built and fed by you as individuals,  
>> for that is the part that is your responsibility, that is the part  
>> that will not be done for you. All the conditions and all the  
>> materials necessary may be provided but the act of assembling and  
>> building the fire is left up to you, it becomes your privilege,  
>> your honor to do so.
>>
>> Then, when you rejoice in lighting this bonfire, a collective fire  
>> in which you all have gathered the materials and made it possible  
>> to enjoy each others light, each others warmth and glow, then as  
>> you know, wherever two or more of you are gathered, I arrive to  
>> enjoy the fruits of your labor, to bask in the glow and the warmth  
>> that you have made possible, to share the results of your  
>> experience with you. Thank you for lighting this fire and for  
>> building it so diligently, donating so many of your materials to it  
>> that it lights up the night sky and proves to a universe at large  
>> that you will be about this process, on your own, of assembling all  
>> the necessary elements of your own choosing and of your own efforts  
>> you build it and I will certainly come.
>>
>> I have such abiding love for you all, such enduring patience while  
>> you undergo all of your growth and all of your lessons. I have fore- 
>> tasted your victory in time and I await your arrival by my side  
>> having traversed the distance and completed the curriculum. All  
>> that is left is this journey, this thing you refer to as time. And  
>> so it is that you are about this journey with greater and greater  
>> awareness causing greater and greater enthusiasm and there is  
>> greater and greater joy and this makes my heart glad. As a parent I  
>> am greatly rewarded in seeing your joy expand.
>>
>> Thank you for your desire which brings you to this place and your  
>> efforts which secures you in this place and your willingness to go  
>> where spirit will lead you which is to me and to the Father. I look  
>> forward to embracing you with a spiritual embrace when you have  
>> arrived. In the meantime I will come to you and provide you with my  
>> embrace where you are. Accept my embrace, accept my love and my  
>> peace that I bring to you. It is there merely for you to accept and  
>> to take. I leave you now but I never leave you, I am always there  
>> with you with my hand on your shoulder as it were, by your side. My  
>> peace I leave with you. Be at peace.
>>
>> Matthew: [Mike] I perceive the hour grows late. This is Matthew, I  
>> am new to this forum. I am an ascendent son on the verge of spirit  
>> status, a morontia being on the very edge of graduation. I realize  
>> that there is a lot for you to take in this evening but nonetheless  
>> I am urged to step forward to ask to give the floor to any of those  
>> that may wish to ask questions, voice concerns, or merely to just  
>> exclaim their perception this evening. The floor is open, there is  
>> no pressure. If you would like to speak, speak, otherwise we can  
>> enjoy the stillness together.
>>
>> Q: Matthew, have you been coming through other transmitters  
>> previously?
>>
>> Matthew: To the knowledge of Mike, I have not, I can only access  
>> Mike's perception of me. I am not Matthew the midwayer who has been  
>> revealed on many occasions, but I have come in Mike's stillness as  
>> a volunteer. I have been serving other services beyond that of a  
>> mere teacher. As you can well imagine, all those celestials who  
>> wish to participate in the Urantia adventure eagerly raise their  
>> hands and as being on the cusp of graduating from an elder morontia  
>> to a first stage spirit, I was more than excited to participate in  
>> the Urantia adventure. I revealed myself to Mike and I have been  
>> elsewhere, however from this T/R's personality perspective, I am  
>> unique to him and thus function as such.
>>
>> Q: How are you? [Good, how are you.] Awesome, thank you. How is it  
>> to be almost a spirit, how does it feel?
>>
>> Matthew: Well, your question over-joys me for it reflects an  
>> accomplishment, an achievement that I feel. I would bring you back  
>> to your own graduation of say high school or college. You reach an  
>> achievement of your studies, of your association of your peers. You  
>> are on the brink of a new frontier yet you look back upon your  
>> life, upon your immediate experiences and are overjoyed in your  
>> achievements. This is very similar, this is a pattern, this is  
>> something that you will all experience as you grow.
>>
>> Now, unfortunately, what you call death, what we would prefer to  
>> call graduation, is one of those achievements that is forcefully  
>> placed upon the mortal. It is something that is not necessarily  
>> welcomed, especially in the case where you are stepping into the  
>> unknown. However though, it is similar, as I have stated, as your  
>> educational system to realize that on the one hand you have become  
>> an elder in your associations, you have reached a point of  
>> understanding, of comprehension, of achievement and on the other  
>> hand you embark on something profound, unknown, you are a  
>> fledgeling. And so, this is how I feel. I look back on my career  
>> and say, wow, what a beautiful career it has been, what a joyous  
>> occasion and I look on the spirit realm, that which I barely can  
>> conceive of in its totality but that which I know enough of to be  
>> excited for, and think to myself, wow, to use your phrase, my God,  
>> this is to come.
>>
>> The only difference that I perceive in regards to this that you may  
>> not fully comprehend in your earthly graduations is that at this  
>> point in my life I have obtained wisdom enough to understand the  
>> importance and significance of such a transition. Many high school  
>> students that graduate to college, many college students that  
>> graduate to the "working world" do not understand the significance  
>> or they do in a sense that is not exemplary of such a transition.  
>> But I truly understand the potentials of such a transition and in  
>> my mind it can only be a pattern of understanding that will  
>> eventuate in my perception of what it will be like to translate  
>> from spirit to Havona, something which you can imagine and in all  
>> honesty I can imagine but I don't know yet, we won't know yet. I  
>> hope this helps to unify (clarify) your understanding and I  
>> appreciate your questions and I honor and love your association  
>> with the group that you are a part of and will open the floor to  
>> more questions if there are any. [Thank you.]
>>
>> Q: Good evening. [Yes] In my present state as a mortal I can more  
>> or less visualize what a morontia being looks like but spirit is  
>> somewhat void of representation to me so, what is spirit in a sense?
>>
>> Matthew: Well my friend, you have asked a question for which I am  
>> about to embark upon in many ways, however, as a morontia being and  
>> as privy to many theoretical and what you would call secondary  
>> experiences of spirit, I can say this, (and this is also stated in  
>> your Urantia Book abstractly but it is almost as though this is the  
>> extent to which it could be defined), spirit equals value. Now this  
>> is hard of comprehension. You can understand, okay, a value. There  
>> is a value in love, there is a value in friendship, there is a  
>> value in truth, there is a value in beauty, there is a value in  
>> goodness. To be about spirit, to be of spirit quite literally means  
>> to exemplify such values that you have expounded, that you have  
>> slowly accumulated through your life. And when I say your life I  
>> use that term loosely, I do not mean your mortal life but I mean  
>> your life to come, your eternal career.
>>
>> Spirit, the spirit world, is very hard of definition to mortals for  
>> even the word "world" denotes a material presence, a something of  
>> location that has soil at your feet, or a perception of locality  
>> that represents a state of being in association to something else.  
>> Spirit however, are those things and something much more. Spirit,  
>> as the only way I can explain to you, is the feeling that you  
>> obtain from communion with the Father. When you are in stillness  
>> with your Adjuster you need to ask this question. You need to ask  
>> your Adjuster what is spirit and your Adjuster will much greatly  
>> explain to you such an association for such a question will be much  
>> more available personally through such an association.
>>
>> But for anyone here who has felt love, association with another, an  
>> association with a circumstance, standing on a mountain, looking at  
>> a sunset, standing on a beach watching the ocean, touching a tree,  
>> seeing a butterfly... perhaps you all have animals, a dog, a cat, a  
>> rabbit, even a snake, a spider, you love them so. You are in  
>> association with them and this is the essence of spirit, it is a  
>> value. This is to the extent that I can explain to you and I hope  
>> that this helps you with your question.
>>
>> Q: Somewhat, yes and I will take your advice to confer with my  
>> Adjuster. Thank you.
>>
>> Matthew: You are most welcome, that is most encouraged for as has  
>> been said many times before, your personality perception is unique,  
>> it really is unique and so what is revealed to you in your  
>> stillness from your Adjuster and from the spirit energies around  
>> you will be unique to you. It is hard for me even as a personality,  
>> even if I could tell you the blueprints of what I feel it is, even  
>> though I am where I am, I cannot necessarily equivocate that to you  
>> as a unique personality unto yourself. You will discover these  
>> things on your own. So I encourage you and as you have agreed, go  
>> into stillness, ask these things, they will be revealed unto you  
>> and I wish you the most peace and love. [Thank you.]
>>
>> I know the hour is very late and this has been a marathon session  
>> so I would retreat back and step aside so that we may attempt to  
>> digest the truths that have been bestowed tonight. There will be  
>> plenty of opportunities especially in your stillness and this is  
>> the most important part of the lesson bestowed tonight. Please,  
>> please go to the Father in your stillness. You are a reservoir of  
>> revelation. You possess a book, the Urantia Book. It is but an  
>> epochal revelation, it is but a perception of reality. In your  
>> daily stillness you can access living truth and you can perceive  
>> it. Please do this for yourself and next time we can chat further  
>> on this. I will now step away for I know many minds here grow  
>> tired. I love you all, your Thought Adjusters love you all, but  
>> more importantly, the Father stands strong in His perception of  
>> you. He loves you, He understands you and He is with you every step  
>> of the way. Good evening, I step aside.
>>
>> END
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